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why do people STILL have dream schools? like they see some college and they're like "i wanna go there so baaaddd!!!it would be my dream to be accepted!!" and it's mostly 18 yo applying, like its really childish to idolize an institution like that??? some really spend thousands of dollers on a plane ticket, money for a hotel and tour the "dream" campus, when they dont even know that the school only cares about their money. in NY, students are now realizing that the schools they dreamed and obsessed over wont even give them half of their tuition back even tho they can't physically attend bc of the quarentine. 

maybe i'm a little salty bc i've never had a dream college, i used to think it was weird but now it doesn't matter anymore. its 2020 nothing is completely good

and i hope everyone is safe, remember to wash your hands, take your shoes off in the house, and do the vampire cough

its mostly just an archive of all my work from high school, i'm much more active on instagram

i've really changed since high school, i'm trying to be a different person. when i posted more frequently before 2017, i think it was because i had no real direction, with school or art, and some events that happened to me in early sophomore year really killed my creativity. 
now, i'm more confident, less awkward, and i move on fast. leaving high school and starting college was amazing, i've learned so much shit about myself, and what i want to do. 
2 years ago, when i first started college, i didn't care about school, i thought my art would carry me, then i had a wake up call, and i'm very grateful for it, it put into perspective so many insecurities and doubts i've had. and i'm still really driven from what i learned from it

anyway so like, i love salmon, i'm gonna buy a rowboat and fishing pole, and some bait
and a cool fishing hat and go to where the salmon are and fish for salmon, like, it's official i can eat fish now
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